Ok, all of the stuff in my gallery is dated and utter crap by my standards, and I don't have standards. I'm looking to get one of those tablet doohickies, was messin' around on one of my friends and it felt really nice, the picture I made came out well too. Would save me on paying for more sketchbooks and a scanner, so nyeh!

Well, since I want a fresh start away from all the steaming, maggot infested waste that now populates my gallery, I think I'll start a new account, plus I'm bored of my current screen name.

I dunno why I'm even posting this, only two of the 8 or so people who have been watching me are actually active, and only 1 of those actualy responds to these anyway. I guess that means I'm talking to myself right now? And that leads me down another train of thought: If someone goes crazy on the internet, does anyone hear them scream? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Anyone?

Oh, and SPORE is the most kick ass thing EVER. WIll Wright has officially made all other games and their subsequent genres obsolete. I will never be bored again in my entire LIFE.

Well, guess what? I woke up today feelin' fine for once and I go to brush my teeth, I look inot the mirror and what do I see?

A large, blackish, lumpyish growth of some sort on my clavicle.

At this point I'm going to say "Skin cancer", since it's part of my nature to assume the worst (Plus it's just a good general strategy for survival) Although a friend suggested that it might just be a blood blister, but I googled those and a blood blister looks smooth and crimson, this thing is either black or VERY dark crimson, and if i touch it too hard it bleeds a little, did I mention it's all lumpy and slightly misshapen?

I dunno, I'm kinda hoping someone out there knows more about epidermal conditions than I do, gonna go see the dermatologist monday, maybe tomorrow if they open on sundays.

Ok, well, now I'm just going to assume that this "tumor" isn't benign, what now? Chemotherapy? Ugh. Perhaps byt hte time I get to the doctors they'll inform me it's too late. Would I be missed? Maybe, for a short while, I haven't really had a chacne to make much of an impact on anyones life to have anyone mourn for long, but I'll be dead and gone, so I won't much care. Speaking of being dead, I'm blood type A positive, anyone who wants my organs, it's first come first serve here. Leave your name and address and I'll pencil you into my will. Also, there isn't really anyone in my immediate family I'd be willing to give all the stuff I do own, so I'll probably leave my computer, sketchbooks, art supplies, and DS to whomever wants to claim them. I meant, it's a free computer, with a nice graphics card, and it has Assasin's Creed on it, who would pass that up?

It's not like I haven't contemplated my mortality before, I've done that many, many, many, many times, considering how many times I've been nearly run over, fallen to my death, made to bleed prfusely in one way or another, or get eaten by wild animals, or snatched by the mudman monster that lived under the waterslide at my old hemopheliacs summer camp. One way or anotehr I'm going to die at some point, might as well go now and not have to deal with getting a morgtage and falling into debt by paying for school. I should probably start developing some sort of proufound maxim that people will quote from em after I die, I'll make sure I say just as I'm dying for greatest impact, like when that kid in westside story was all "Stay golden Pnyboy, stay....gold....gack!"

On the plus side, I'll finally get to meet god (or satan, although in my opinion, after all the shit in my life I've been through and the fact that I didn't let it turn me into a serial killer, I have frickin' EARNED my own wing in heaven) And I'll ahve a few choice words to say to him...her...it. Words like "what" and "the", maybe even a "Hell?" If for some reason I do end up in hell, you guys'll vouch for me right? Pay my bail, you know I'm good for it...

Now that thats all said and done, I'm gonna go live a hedonistic life style until I get to the doctors, then maybe depending on the prognosis I'll continue living that hedonistic life style until I die. Otherwise I'll strive to be a bit more conservative and wear sunscreen more often.

Peace out!

Damn, looks like I lack the funds to fully move out still. Thats the bad news, good news is that I should be able to afford a motorcycle by mid-august if I play my cards right, and have a better job that'll actually pay for my education + free healthcare (Ignoring union dues) If I can find a roommate that lives near the campus before the semester starts, I may be able to attend this year, otherwise I'll have to miss out the first year :/

But no biggy, that'll give em time to make a little more money and continue working on my artisitic talents, and maybe even finish writing that book since I won't have no durn book learnin' to git in mah way.

By the way, did I mention I'm buying a MOTORCYCLE?!? Even if I did, it's worth mentioning twice. It'll be great, no insurance required, minimal gas expenses leave me with cash for the rent + peripherals, and the only risks are my own sense of balance and other peoples blind spots. As an added bonus, all women are instinctively programmed to think any guy bad ass enough to ride a motorcycle is sexy (Not that I need one for that, but every little bit helps)I think that before motorcycles were invented, the cavemen would ride around on flinstone-esque unicycles.

So far I'm leaning for a yamaha, unless I can find a good american motorcycle manufacturer that ISN'T Harley Davidson, or at least can make something reliable and quiet.

And to all those nay sayers out there with your "Oh, just go look at the accident victims in the hospital!" Well, I can either AFFORD to live my life, or I can ENJOY my life. Read Asops "The Moth and the Flame".

Stupid nay saying jerks, I should run them down on my motorcycle!

Got a new iPod, I still hate my job, I'm finally moving out around june 10th, may be attending school next year, I doubt it as I'll need to first buy a car, then try and pay for the tuition in addition to rent/bills/insurance. Sounds like a barrel of fun. At least school will be done for the time being, and give me a chance to catch up on all that art stuff. Might post something I've been working on here soon, we'll see how things go in the next two weeks.

Watch this NOW.

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